I fell for him for his fortes. But more importantly, I stayed for his flaws.
It’s great that he amazing. It’s even better that he’s not perfect. I want him. I want his good and his bad, because they are what make him him. With the bad, he won’t be the same. And I probably would not have been as captivated as I am now.
Evolution of My Relationships.
I have to say I’m really proud of myself that my relationships are becoming better and better. Keep this trend up, I’m going to meet my future husband (who, hopefully, will work with me to have a wonderful family) very soon. From the first, short relationship to an odd, summer fling to a decent relationship (of which I completely screwed up by being vein) to a relationship that I ended up going back to over and over again to a relationship that I used to get over the previous relationship back to that relationship to a relationship of which I was completely blinded in to a relationship full of regrets back to that relationship and finally this one. This is “THE” relationship…compared to the rest. I feel safe. I feel secure. I’m not vein. I know what I want. I’ve learned from my mistakes. I’ve grown as a person. Other than the family thing, I think this relationships is pretty good :) There’s not many things that I can pick out that can possible wreck the relationship. Through evolution, my relationships has become well adapted to my craziness and need. I love everything about our relationship.
I’m always getting hurt by the “good guys.” I’m not even kidding. The bad boys or players don’t make me feel the slightest sadness… Actually I usually break up with them. But it’s the good guys that I can’t seem to let go… It’s always the good guys that leaves me. So… Does that mean I’m not good enough? Does it mean… No…. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? I think I get hurt by the good boys because I really trust them with everything… And the players… Well, I already know they’re players so I know to keep my distance. I don’t know. I don’t believe every guy is an asshole… But I don’t believe that the “good guys” are always the best choice either.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you’re worth something
When people you care leaves you constantly. I know I’m pretty. I know I’m smart. I know I can do a lot of things. But sometimes I wonder if I’m really that good, why’s that people leave me? Why’s that they don’t want me or be around me? If I’m really that good, shouldn’t people WANT to be around me?
If feeling hurt means you’re a good person
Then everyone is a good person including hitler.
If feeling pain means you have a Good heart.
Then everyone has a good heart even Voldemort.
And honestly. If that wad the case. I don’t mind being a bad person with a bad heart. Because what those two lines are saying is that nice people are prone to hurt and pain. I’d rather not feel that.
I feel like I have a bad judgement on people’s character.
All the people who I thought were nice, who left me a great impression, turned out to be assholes, whores, skanks, fakes, and jerks. But those people who I despise when I first met them, all became my closest friends. I swear I hated their guts, the first time I met them, but now, they are all I care about.
**note to self: if you like a person when you first meet them, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM THEM…they will backstab you or start shit!!! And if you dislike a person, then try to get to know them better lol
Tumblr Saves Lives!!
Have you heard of the “Facebook depression”? It’s a new form of depression people developed for using Facebook too much. Most of you probably have or had Facebook…so you know people usually only post the positive things. Don’t you feel like sometimes you are the only person out of your friends that aren’t going places?? Yea, people with Facebook depression all had the same thought. They started to become depressed about how everyone’s lives seemed to be better.
Well, here on Tumblr, it’s quiet the opposite. People post the positive AND and negative. Tumblr is like a toilet. Everyone shit out their happiness and sadness in it. So when you read people’s posts on tumblr, you feel like you aren’t alone. Tumblr users consists of friendly and caring people (with a few assholes here and there) that is always there to make you feel better.
So I say, people with Facebook depression should use tumblr. Tumblr saves lives of depressed young people. It is on Tumblr where everyone is noticed and care about, where everyone are either just as pathetic or just as great :)
I just saw it for the first time. Yes, I know I’m late… I agree, it’s a nice movie. But mind fuck? Not so much. I was rather disappointed how I could follow the story so well. I guessed the ending 30 minutes into the movie. Maybe because I’m Asian? And Asians grew up with these so called “mind fucks?”
The movie had a lot of things that resembled other movies… I grew bored sort of. But one actor was cute :) lol
In conclusion, Inception, in my opinion is not as awesome or amazing as the way people described. It is interesting, I encourage more movies such as Inception to be made… It doesn’t only entertain but also make people think. People nowadays really need to exercise their brain more. Perhaps this is why inception is considered a mind fuck, because too many people have lazy brains haha